*Why I Love You*

The way you put curls in your hair,

I feel that curl in my beats for you,

I think this is the reason why i love you...

When u smile innocently looking into my eyes,

I feel loved every time u smiled,

I think this is the reason why i love you...

May this world have few more like u,

But i know no one can be as dear as u,

I think this is the reason why i love you...

I don't have to change myself for you,

Because with you i feel myself to be true,

I think this is the reason why i love you...

I remain busy the whole day,

But i can’t stop myself thinking of you,

When out of nowhere i hear someone laughing,

I think you are nearby, i just think of you

I think this is the reason why i love you...

When i think of the distance between me and you,

I feel myself broken, I wish to spend my life with you,

There are many reasons why i love you.....

Materialistic Boy!

Here I am, first time in my life,

With my pen and paper

And little numb eyes.

Pain, yes I have,

Coz that’s all you left with me,

Rest all you took back

If that’s so, then so it be.

You think you hit me well,

But no you are wrong.

It was me, who did this,

To myself all along.

I loved you, I wanted you.

I let myself get close to you.

I dreamt of you, I waited for you.

I let myself get built for you.

And now that you’re gone,

You left me all alone.

No you didn’t hit me well,

I’m just accident prone.

I hurt myself, and I do not regret.

At least I didn’t let you do this to me.

I don’t have to blame you

Coz this is how it’s got to be.

You hate me or love me,

Now I don’t care

Coz I’m face to face now

With my feelings all bare.

I know what I want,

And it's not just you

I hate you, I hate you,

And I’ll always do.

For f***in’ and faking,

And saying ‘I do’.

Each time you told me ‘I love you too’.

And now you want me to cry,

And wail and shout.

And beg you to stop and turn around.

But I’m not gonna do that

Coz that’s what you want.

But now I’ve come to know

You’re not where I belong.

You think you hit me well,

But no you are wrong.

It was me, who did this,

To myself all along.

And now I love,

To stand in the rain.

Coz that is what eases the pain.

When the wind and the water

Cut across my face.

I feel high, I feel elated.

I’m losing base.

I don’t have to think of you

My memories are washed away.

My past is trying to follow me

And it’s losing the race.

I want you to see me

Coz I’m happy this way.

I hate all colors now

It’s all black, white and grey.

I want you to know that

I’m happy this way.

You always thought without you

I’d just go astray.

I don’t need you, but I always did.

It’s just me and my life now,

And 'A river of memories' which were well.

I’ve stopped singing your song ……

You always thought you hit me well,

But no you were wrong.

It was me who did this

To myself all along.

When my wounds get dry

And the blood stops pouring,

I prick them again

Or the scene would be boring.

So I look at your pictures, the cards

Until I bleed again

And my wounds are soaring.

I know we fought a lot,

And fights were the only thing in our relation.

And really, now it’s the time for celebration

Because finally, I’m out of that pathetic situation.

You thought I’d lose it all

I’d lose this chase.

But now I want to see

The look, on your face.

When you see me happy

Right in front of your eyes

I’m a free bird now

Unbound by all ties.

But you’re still the same

The loser, the coward.

Who couldn’t accept a truth.

Who never had no power.

You know you don’t have

The strength to face me

Or look into my eyes

So, you say you hate me.

You’re a cheater, a liar.

And you still thought you could take me.

I pity your thoughts

If you think I’m sad.

I’m just trying to upturn

The feelings I had.

So don’t think I’m ever

Gonna love you again.

You could never be in the place

Where I belong.

And if you still think you hit me well

I’m sorry, you’re terribly wrong……..

I’m sorry if this poem hurts you

But that’s the only thing it’s meant to...

And let me answer your question today, ’Why there is no love?’

Because to be honest I always felt that ’You were a materialistic boy’

@Life

When there is no friend,
When life is on the dead end,
When world is not a paradise,
When your confidence dies,
Tell yourself - Go on, THIS IS LIFE!

When things don't go right,
When there is no ray of light,
And it's too hard to survive,
Tell yourself - Go on, THIS IS LIFE!

When there is competition to face,
When you are lagging behind in the race,
When you've lost faith in God,
When you're betrayed by a fraud,
Tell yourself - Go on, THIS IS LIFE!

When others don't respect you,
When you're not amongst the admirable few,
When for a question, you can't find a solution,
When all you're sure about, is confusion,
Tell yourself - Go on, THIS IS LIFE!

When your destination is miles apart,
When you don't know where to start,
When all you see around is pain,
When your hard work is in vain,
Tell yourself - Go on, THIS IS LIFE!

Even though all this happens
Just have faith in self & face the life
With smile,
Things will surely change one day
Because as said "THIS IS LIFE ...

To a Child embracing his Mother!

Love thy mother, little one! --
Kiss and clasp her neck again, --
Hereafter she may have a son
Will kiss and clasp her neck in vain.
Love thy mother, little one!

Gaze upon her living eyes,
And mirror back her love for thee, --
Hereafter thou mayst shudder sighs
To meet them when they cannot see.
Gaze upon her living eyes!

Press her lips the while they glow
With love that they have often told, --
Hereafter thou mayst press in woe,
And kiss them till thine own are cold.
Press her lips the while they glow!

O, revere her raven hair!
Although it be not silver-gray;
Too early death, led on by care,
May snatch save one dear lock away.
O! revere her raven hair!

Pray for her at eve and morn,
That heaven may long the stroke defer, --
For thou mrnayst live the hour forlorn
When thou wilt ask to die with her.
Pray for her at eve and morn!

- Thomas Hood

.....!!!!.....

A warm sensation fills my body
My heart races with every touch
The softness of your voice soothes
My soul
As I lay there hoping the moment
Will never end
Calling out for you
Praying that you'll never let me go
The sensation so strong
I can no longer feel my body
Slowly I fade in and out of reality
In an instant the warm sensation
Fades away
My heart empty
My soul torn apart
Lying there; wondering where I went
Wrong
Calling out for you, only to find
there is no answer
My mind invaded with thoughts
So cruel and unrefined
The sensation of fear of what's to come
Slowly the reality over powering
The lust and fantasy
Leaving me empty
Confused on how to think or feel
The loneliness I feel
So wretched and compelled
Betrayal to myself
Revealing the terrors of my love

We are no more...

I look into your eyes
and realize..
that we are no more
it shakes me to the core,
makes my heart beat faster,
am afraid of my own laughter.

I want time to go back
when you and me used to be we..
honey am scared,
of not others but me..

I don’t know how to say
but time has come to part our way..

Love that existed,
is coming to an end..
how?? and when??
even i cant understand

but I am not the same,
and you have changed..
it isn't the world,
neither the distance..
i guess everything..
just starts with an end!

But i won’t say a word.
Ii don’t know why..
don’t want to be
the one to say that..
"I will wait till u realize
the change in look of my eyes
Honey I shall wait"

All i do, is think of U...

You had a way about you,
I couldn't quite put my finger on it
But I always knew
You were simply -- too good to be true.

You could fill a room with your smile
All the while
Your scent would invade my space.
Your mysterious moves wouldn't work on me
I shouldn't have allowed myself to be with you face to face.
Love always had a way of having bad timing
No more so than then.

Your presence was overwhelming
And it took me capture.
So now I am a helpless prisoner of love's cruel rapture.
Our time was limited, but you had that adorable way...
Unfortunately college couldn't wait
And you couldn't stay.

You had a way about you,
I couldn't quite put my finger on it
But I always knew
You were simply -- too good to be true.

I don't regret you, or anything that happened.
We'll meet another time.
We won't pick up where we left off,
We'll try all over again...
For you -- are my God send.

You had a way about you,
I couldn't quite put my finger on it
But now I can...
You're my soulmate.